the time is going so slowly. yes, this is still the eve of my last exam. the time is...ticking, second by second by second. i've tried to waste it away by sleeping without the alarm clock on, and i ordered pad thai, and ate some of it, and it's still only 7:30. aaaaaargh. studying for this last exam is more unpressing and more difficult than i thought. nothing's going in my brain, and it's definitely a result of overuse. sometimes i just sit and daydream, mesmerized by the thousands of possibilities that are now on the horizon with my impending freedom. that is, i suppose, if i pass pharmacology! pharmacology just isn't that interesting to me (except as a user). hahahahahahahahaaaaaaahaahhhhhhhhhahah!!!!

my first day back at home won't actually be so fun. i've got an afternoon appointment with some researchers who want to interview me, and some other guy who encouraged me to drop by so that we could "discuss my future", so there's that, and a bit of scholarly preparation involved in there too. sigh... then i've got a dentist appointment, and i'll be asking him whether he thinks i need a gingival graft for my Miller Class I mucogingival defect. i will pooh-pooh upon radiographs, although i know well enough that i get more ionizing radiation from walking on the streets of bombay for an hour. but the highlight of my thursday, for sure, will be "hallelujah! hallelujah!"...

back to non-studying.