YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!!! exams are done - i finished my bioch exam - the last one of the year - in a rather haphazard manner, being more impatient with the stupid thing than wanting to take the time to check each question...i flipped over my multiple choice, scribbled down some interesting things about fluoride, made up some coenzymes, and said goodbye, walking around and around the LRC, and left, leaving no broken hearts (if you know the reference to this one, GOOD!).

i did all the stupid stuff i needed to do, like clean my apartment and pack some clothing (and maybe one dentistry book) and eat pizza with big chunks of ground beef on it and throw an egg onto the roof of the next apartment building and steal some fabric softener and look at some mouldy food and look at my newly arrived books from chapters and take a long long bath with an obscene amount of water (the water practically went down clear!)...and now i'm just waiting to eat another big hunk of meat...yaaaaaaaay!.life should always be this sweet.

i'm leaving for toronto tomorrow morning - jesh and BILLY are leaving tonight for edmonton and vancouver respectively - bye guys, if you read this - and i know they're looking forward to their all-night extravaganza at some arcade. jesh has been talking about this forEVER. everytime i'm with him, he says that the only thing that is keeping him going (like throughout exam week) is the thought of this arcade-land... and of course, the only thing billyu has been looking forward to since he landed here in september, has been to go back to vancouver...

i can't decide what to take back with me. i want to take back the minimum amount of things cause i hate lugging things around train stations and generally i bat my lashes (well, the three that i have) at station conductors who usually take my luggage around for me...it's almost embarrassing because when i come back to london, my mom usually jam packs my bag with all sorts of korean good - like weird roots and leaves and things that really smell...and big packages of frozen korean stuff...and last time around when the guy tried to lift it, he had a really hard time and i thought that was funny cause he didn't know that there was all this weird spicy root stuff in there. if it had exploded on the train i would have died...from embarrassment and from laughter (later) because everyone would have been sick from the smell...anyway. i'm pretty good at writing about absolutely nothing. anyway, i was saying....so i'm thinking two casual outfits and two clubbing/evening out outfits. and the requisite complement of underthings...at the very least, i'll just buy new clothing, or alternatively (always present your patient with the null alternative of no treatment) i'll just stay at home all break long.

yesterday, i was trying to study for the bioch exam - but i couldn't. i half had no inclination to study, but i was kind of feverish and spent the day in bed, half sleeping and half in deliria, sweating out my fever. i had the strangest dream - or i'm not sure if i was awake - that there was this invisible force, like a force-field, pushing down on my entire body with electric-like vibrations (like an electric toothbrush?)_for 10 second periods...and then, like in the movies where ghostly hands leave imprints wherever they travel over bedsheets, i felt prodded at. it was scary - and i couldn't move. but i think i was in such a sweaty, delirious state that i thought "if i die, whatever" and i continued to sleep. then i had to wake up and study half the night cause i hadn't done anything - and then the exam turned out to be a piece of crap with stupid vague questions.

well, it's time to do more of nothing. yaaaaaaay!