there is just no hope for me; i will not lose these exam pounds i gained from continuous snacking and midnight snacking and lattes and coffees with sugar and sugar in them....

case in point: we went to costco, and bought two giant boxes of ferrero rocher (which have been, to my detriment, my breakfast food - or at least breakfast supplement - for the past 5 days). we came home, put all the groceries away, tucked into a bit of dinner, and i sprawled out in front of the tv. my brother came by, placed a single ferrero rocher on the coffee table, and said to me "do not eat this.", and walked away. ah, the heart of my brother is a cold, cold one.

i ate it. without hesitation. that's why i'm a lost cause.

it's christmas tomorrow!